It’s time to stand up and be counted. To come out of what we’ve hidden behind and say, “Here am I, Lord. Choose me!” Times are not just changing – the times have changed. Dutch Sheets says we are not just in a new season but a new era. We’ve all lived through many season changes and for the most part know how to navigate them, but this is something new in our generation. Therefore each of us is needed as the Lord calls up the army of God to stay focused and endure; trains the athletes with integrity and equips the farmers to bring in the harvest of souls quickly ripening in the fields around us. (see 2 Timothy 2). Every “I” who loves God and is part of His family is needed to raise a hand in worship and shout, “AYE!” Frankly, if we want to keep step with the One with Whom we walk, we don’t have a choice but to go beyond what is comfortable and known.

Uncertainty brings a measure of insecurity. I have the honor of speaking with a number of people from various backgrounds and nations. Each one has their own definition of what comfort and security looks and feels like just as each has their own understanding of what it means to walk with God. Isn’t that beautiful and one true expression of diversity? All have one thing in common: we don’t know what is happening in the world and therefore are unsure how to navigate once we say our ‘aye’ to God. I wish I knew and had all the answers: I do not. What I do know is that this life, this invitation to walk victoriously with Him into the unknown is one of the gifts He gives. I know He is good no matter what the newscast tells me is happening or how my heart may be breaking over something I cannot control.

A few weeks ago Jim and I came to Florida so he can help build a house for one of our nieces. Despite cool and rainy weather I have spent hours walking the beach, listening for Him. Looking for Him. Waiting on Him to speak in a way I can hear as to what this new era holds for us: at least for a hint of how to walk forward into it. He has spoken loud and clear at times, but for the most part I am finding, three weeks in, that my inner self knows things I didn’t know before; is settled in places that were unsettled in the past era. After a few days I sat down and made this list of what He was working in me as I walk. What follows is that list that came from my deep heart. I suspect some will identify with parts of it while others will catch hold of something else. That’s good. I’m not as interested in you knowing what I think as I am hopeful that my quickly scratched notes bring you a wider vision of this era, as well as courage to deal with the emotions, thoughts and uncertainties of your own heart.

An Uncertain Season in a New Era of Time

  • Not about comfort! Be prepared to be uncomfortable. Out of routine, rhythm, place, space, time. My security is in Him alone.
  • My language must shift from “If You are truly good….” to, “Because you are truly good…”. One word in a sentence that changes it from doubt and accusation to faith and worship. One word that makes a huge, important difference in my prayer life.
  • The incongruity of traffic and waves. The house we are staying in is across the street from the sea. We must look over one to see the other, tune out the man-made noise to hear the real, the persistent, pursuing voice of God. Like the waves He speaks, He woos, He calls and pursues our heart.
  • Find beauty in the broken. Seashells aplenty, very few perfect to the eye. Much of the beauty is found inside the brokenness.
  • Decades of prayer have brought us to a time of hidden things being revealed. Much that has looked good on the outside is being broken open to reveal what has been hidden. Beauty that is of His making will be celebrated in the months ahead: that which is evil will meet with justice.
  • Twenty years ago we came home from Asia talking about human trafficking – many thought we were crazy; how did we make up something like this? Now the awareness is commonplace though the depth of it in our own nation is still largely ignored. Out of the depths of darkness the Lord is bringing much to light that will shock those who have been unaware in their days of slumber. May we have answers and solutions to the questions about to be asked by many.
  • Walking the beach I noticed how deep and pronounced are the footsteps of those who walk barefoot. In fact, the impression of their feet is made larger by the impact in the sand so it looks like Bigfoot himself has been cruising the beach. Tennis shoes leave a mark more true to size. This morning I wore a pair of water shoes I borrowed from my daughter. They seemed to skim the surface of the sand and I realized it would be difficult to trace my steps though I walked a long way. In this new era those who ask will be given new shoes, an upgraded ability to walk in peace and leave little to no trace except that which imprints hope and peace into the souls of the confused and frightened who didn’t see or expect what is coming. What is, in fact, here. The years ahead will be glorious for His children: how I want to be ready!
  • Aware of many thoughts not my own. Thoughts of impending doom or disaster. Ugly, perverse thoughts. Things I never think or even think about thinking, therefore I know they are not my own but I am picking them up in the atmosphere of this place. I rebuke them, repent for any moments I accepted or agreed with them, receive forgiveness for that agreement, ask for any door in my own life open to these things to be closed, ask for angelic assistance and help. Remind myself and the powers of the air that I am covered and protected by the blood of Jesus, once again remember I have been given the mind of Christ and the helmet of salvation protects my mind. Purposefully think on things above, things that are good and pure. Worship and pray in the Spirit.

An old song runs through my mind as I walk: “Take me past the outer courts into the Holy Place, past the brazen altar: Lord, I want to see Your face. Take my by the crowds of people and the priests who sing Your praise: I hunger and thirst for Your righteousness and it’s only found one place. Take me in to the Holy of Holies, take me in by the blood of the Lamb. Take me in to the Holy of Holies. Take the coal, cleanse my lips, here I am.”

Aye.

12 thoughts to “An I for an Aye

  • Edith Harper

    Praise The Lord! This is encouraging! It is indeed a time for ALL in the household of Faith to raise up and come out of the slumber! Lord help us to remain vigilantly on His path in Jesus’s name! Many blessings from us x Edith

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    • jbvanwin

      Amen and thank you – I receive those blessings! x

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    • Mary Alean Scott

      I am weeping because my spirit bares witness to everything you have said in this blog! May HIS NAME BE PRAISED IN ALL the NATIONS! May our lights so shine before men, women, & children that they may see good works and GLORIFY ( and be in awe of ) OUR FATHER in heaven! HALLELUJAH!

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    • Jacqui Macaulay

      Brilliantly written and I’m witnessing a lot of this and finding beauty in the hidden and broken too .An exciting time in the Kingdom Brenda and thanks for your blogs always the wordsmith love and Shalom blessings from Ireland

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      • jbvanwin

        I love you, Jacqui Macaulay!

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  • ailsa

    What a gift this time out is proving to be!

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    • jbvanwin

      It truly is. Not easy but worthwhile, for sure. x

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  • Geraldine McDaid

    Hi Brenda, beautiful thoughts & reflections – thank you. It’s time indeed to say Aye & to stand up & be counted ‘cos the pace has increased & the light is shining brighter in an ever darker world! Thank you Abba Father for your great stragetic plan to save mankind, may your Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven ! Blessings, Geraldine.

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    • jbvanwin

      Amen! And thanks for the reply to the blog, Geraldine. Love you.

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      • Geraldine McDaid

        We send big Irish blessings & Irish hugs across the waters to U & Jim, Love John & Geraldine @ Rakeeragh xo xo 💕💕🇮🇪

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  • Sarah Gurr

    Good word, Brenda. Reminded me of a prophesy by Kent Christmas in January for this year. I’ve attempted to send it. Lol. I’m can be dangerous with sending stuff.

    https://m.facebook.com/RockChurchVB/videos/10156010491478485/

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  • Karen

    Thanks so much for your wisdom! Here I am Lord is my favorite hymn ! In this crazy scary world of ours God is always there for us! That helps me in many ways right now! Thanks for your wonderful words of wisdom! God bless!

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